Gone

Seniors are gone. They took a little walk around the school (kinda like a parade) and people were crying. The seniors are gone now - they're never coming back. Well, except for the 25th High School Reunion :D I didn't really know any seniors, so I'm obviously I'm not sad...BUT I WILL HAVE THREE YEARS OF GRADUATION SADNESS AFTER THIS!!

British accents are definatly attractive. They won by a landslide...GO TOM FELTON AND OTHER SEXY BLONDE BRITISH PEOPLE!!

So, yeah. I guess I'll see you later, because I obviously have nothing left to say...

ONE MORE WEEK OF DRIVER'S ED!! Then I get my permit!!! I had to drive in the dark and rain last night!! Okay so I DID have more to say...

I do not....wait...what was I saying?

That's how I feel today. I start a topic and totally forget it. I keep talking, and a second later when I "come to" I forget what the heck I was talking about in the first place!

The seniors are graduating today. The gym was full of chairs, so in gym class, he put on a movie and I read my book :D

I'm reading a book called Exit A by Anthony Swofford. It swears a lot and has a lot of sex in it, which I didn't really know when I bought it, but the story line is really good. And I got it for free at Borders!! <3>

My freshman year is almost over. I know I've been bringing it up a lot, but really, it was a pretty good year. I started this blog, wrote a 100+ page book, went to my first LARP...great, now I'm getting sentimental...

MY HAIR IS ALL KNOTTY!!

MWAHAHAHAHA

LARP WAS SOoOoOoOoOoOoO FUN!! (Live Action Role Playing/"Spring Haven") I was a savage ValkynVi Empath. Savage: I'm pretty much poor and homeless and live on squirrels for food ValkynVi: A race of human with pale skin and cool black swirls on thier faces - they are self-centered and not very outgoing Empath: Kind of like a wizard thing - I can throw "magic" and somewhat heal myself when I get hurt (but that takes FOREVER and it's a ValkynVi talent). I had a total life of 16 with my cool skull shield. (I'll put up pics ASAP) So the enemy kept throwing "30 magic" at me and I went into the negatives and it took forever for people to heal me! I had loads of fun!! I made a short sword/knife yesterday :D It was sooo fun!! I can't wait for the next one!!

Uh...yeah, I'm most definetly sick :( for my other blog, I'll rent a movie I've never seen before and watch it if I have to stay home.

OMG! NOW FUNNY THINGS THAT HAPPENED DURING LARP!!
A type of magic is called disease, and you have to go see a healer to know what's wrong with you. This guy went up to a healer and he was sniffing and said "I don't feel good. What disease do I have?" and the healer was like, "Oh my poor dear, you have swine flu." So he started snorting and coughing and sneezing. It was so funny!
This one stupid guy, Tom, betrayed us like 60 times. We kept killing him and bringing him back to life. Finally, Lord Kiel, the vampire lord, walked over, put his hand on Tom's shoulder, and said, "You're dead." Tom fell down, and we "burned" him and had a party :D
This one plant in the garden had leaves that kinda looked like pot, so this one guy who sells herbs started to sell them and elves were getting high off it. :D

Hmmm....guess that's all!!

New or Nude?

Okey dokey. I deleted that "motivational" blog I made like a month ago. I haven't posted on it and I'm not a very serious person if you haven't noticed. So go look at my new blog! I'm going to post my reviews about everything from books to movies to music!! http://whatdoesajthink.blogspot.com/ WooT w00t w0oT!! So yeah....

OMG I WAS CRYING LAST NIGHT WHEN ADAM LOST!! :'(

In my computer class, the computers hate me and my friend. >:( IT'S FRUSTRATING!!

OMG the seniors are graduating Wednesday! It seems like I just became freshmeat...now I'm almost a sophtie!! (get it, softy?) It's going too fast! 2 weeks left until i get my driver's permit, only 3 weeks left in school, 3 weeks till I get my teeth pulled out, less than a month until HBP (yesssssss!) and only 2 weeks until finals!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!

Holy Shedadyah (my dad said that too once) I feel so TIRED. I got home a little after 9 yesterday, and I had to call Matt about the meeting for the fight tomorrow - the meeting is today. Something's going on with youth group - we're going to hang out at this other youth group's place - and I wanna go but I have to email KT to get the info! I'm trying really really hard to keep my history grade up cuz if I pass with a high A, I don't have to take the final!!! And since I have TONS of free time in this class lately, I guess after I make my new blog, I can take a nappie :)

Oh, and I was looking in my closet for something to wear to this fight thingy (I really don't know what it's called) and I couldn't find anything, so I told my dad, "I don't have anything to wear for the fight!" and he said, "Well, they might be happy if you showed up nude." EW DAD! YOU'RE SUCH A SIKKO!!!

Odd

You know my whole checking-out girls thing? It's gone now. Isn't that a little odd? I was walking through the locker room in gym again and I was like "What was I thinking?" And my Tom Felton craze is back on :D YAY FOR HOT BRITISH PEOPLE!! I think I might have just gotten over the guys at my school and looked at the girls. Very odd....

uh, yeah, I'm not getting home unitl 9 tonight. That sucks big time. Right after school, I have to go to driver's training. that lasts until about 5. After that, my dad's picking me up and we're going out to dinner (TACO BELL!!) and then going to the library so I can work on homework, then I have to go on a drive for driver's training from 6:45 until 8:45 and by time I get home, it'll probably be after 9. And I'm REALLY tired today. I'm eating a sucker to try and wake myself up :) It's pretty hard to type with a huge carmel apple sucker in your hand.

OMGOMGOMG ONLY 3 WEEKS OF SCHOOL LEFT!!!!!!!! Holy cow, this year really flew by. But this wekk is going SO SLOW!!! I wanna leave already!

VOTE ON THE POLL!!!

Oh My Muffin

My dad said ^that^ yesterday when I was driving around the parking lot for practice andswerved and knocked his Little Debie muffin off his lap.

Anyhoozle, I have been SUPER busy this week. I had driver's training Monday, Tuesday, and tomorow after school and I get home around five. I eat dinner, then I do my homework, which usually takes me about an hour or something. Then I read or do something fun for an hour, then I have to do my chores, then I take my shower, pack my lunch, and it's off to bed. And I'm EXHAUSTED. I stayed up late last night to watch American Idol - IF ADAM DOESN'T WIN I'M GONNA CRY - and the Tiger's game. Meg and her mom came over for an "American Idol party". My dad decided this was a good time to go on a two-hour motorcycle ride.

My grades are in thier annual slip. I'm trying really hard to keep them up, but with all that's going on, I sometimes forget my homework. Of course, the 'rents aren't helping.

I'm going to this fight thingy on Saturday. It's where you dress up like fantasy people and beat each other up with giant foam weapons. Sounds fun! But I'm kinda worried cuz this kid in my History class got his arm broken because someone hit him too hard with a foam sword. So if I get my arm broken, I'm gonna be sad.

I feel wierd going to youth group tonight. I kinda have to go cuz I gotta get stuff from the person who's putting on the fight and tell this other girl I can't go to her party. I mean, being...well, you know...it's a not very good thing for Christians to be.

Ugh.

Drama Makes Me SICK!

Maybe that's why I'm sick...

Okay, this is another I'm-venting-cuz-I-don't-wanna-talk-about-it post. So if you don't wanna read about my incredibly complicated and stressing life, please skip the purple paragraph.

Dating. Is all over the high school. I can't turn a corner without seeing someone making out with thier significant other in the shadows. It's annoying. I can't say I'm happy single, but what am I supposed to do? I'm not girly and I'm not the best-looking person out there. Sure, you can cheer me up, but I don't want sympathy. I used to think there were some cute guys in the school, but all of a sudden - like someone hit me over the head - they don't seem as...attractive. I want a boyfriend, don't get me wrong, but what happened? And I was in the locker room in gym, walking past all the half-naked girls to get to the bathroom, and I was blushing. I have a slight idea what that means, cuz I normally blush when I'm close to a guy I like, or just a guy in general. But...ugh. I'm CHRISTIAN. I don't WANT to be lesbian!!!!!!! I WANT TO CONTROL MY OWN HORMONES!!!

Okay, if you read that, good for you. It took me a full day to decide if I should post it or not. I really don't know what else to write...so I guess I should go now.

Here's another made-up Lady Gaga joke I just thought of: What does Lady Gaga do at home? Just Dance. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!...no?

MCR

Here's a lovely poem for my fave band, My Chemical Romance:

My Chemical Romance,
My parents don't like you,
I must put your CD in my pants
to sneak it in when I'm feelin' blue.
Teenagers scare you,
and my mother, too.

TADAAA!! Wow, I'm bored :)

I get to go drivering this Saturday!!! I'm taking Driver's Training now (did I tell you that?) and week one is FINALLY over. TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!

Uh...yeah. School's getting out soon, and I hope to have a "supervised" blog by then so I can still post :) You know what sucks? The school blocked my blog AGAIN!!!! WTF PEOPLE?!?! Ugh. It gets annoying!!! I guess I can look at it at home...just once won't hurt...

OMG! I ran the mile last hour, and I seriously think I pulled something. My right knee keeps popping when I bend it and it hurts!!! Oh, and I thought I left my lunch on the bus, so i called my dad and had him come to the school and give me money, then i found my lunch in my locker!! But I bought some donuts and Skittles so now I only have 3 of the $5 left....oops. IT WAS FOR A GOOD CAUSE!! IT WAS A FUNDRAISER!!! :)

I'm listenin to MCR right now :) Teehee!!

OMG TWO MONTHS UNTIL HBP!!! YESSSS!! TV commercials and stuff is starting to show on TV. Hopefully they updated the date to July 15....it still said 17 on the newest trailer :0

Well, I guess I should go - I have to do my icky school work! Bye!!

Backhoe No-Show

Well,if you were wondering why I haven't posted (not like you were) yeasterday, here it is: I was sitting in history class, watching Thirteen Days with the window open to the football stadium. Suddenly, we heard an explosion and the power went out. This was only a half hour after we started school. Turns out, someone digging with a backhoe in the stadium hit an underground electricity wire. The generators wouldn't last through 3 lunches and the rest of the day, so we went home at the end of 2nd hour - at 10:15. I was going to surprise my dad, getting home early, but Meg's mom called him and told him about what happened. WHY?!? Oh well. I got to do the homework from Monday that I never did :)

Not much is a-goin on right now. I'm keeping my YouTube page, and I really want my parents to go somewhere so I can be home alone and make another video!! But I'm making my own rhapsody with songs from my iTunes account and I'm going to lip sync and dance to it and that's gonna be my new YouTube video as soon as I can get it made :) But really, there's not much to type...

Someone on my bus this morning made up a joke: How do you make Lady Gaga cry? Poker Face. Get it? Poke her face? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Don't Trust me

Tell your boyfriend, if he says he's got beef, that I'm a vegetarian and I ain't f***ing scared of him! Best song ever!! JK - Stupid Girl's still my jam :)
Sooooooo Mother's day....pssh. My mom stayed in the basement all day, cleaning. Whatever.
GUESS WHAT?!?! I HAVE DRIVER'S TRAINING AFTER SCHOOL TODAY!!! Wo0T!!! Teehee. I have a couple friends that will take it with me. So that's fun.
OMGOMGOMG I got MCR back on my iPod. :) I renamed My Chemical Romance The Romance and The Black Parade The Parade so my parents will NEVER KNOW!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! I wanna get som Hollywood Undead, but my parents see what I buy on iTunes....darn.
Teenagers scare the livin shit outta me....ahhhh, I love you MCR <3
IT'S A RAINBOW!!!!
Btw, on the poll, Neon won. I'd dye my hair red, if anyone cares :)

Books Improve Literacy!!

Okay, I have seriously given up on Eragon. It's getting too confusing. I guess I'll just watch the movie...

I finished PJO 5 in 3 hours!!! WOOT!! It was almost 400 pages, I think. And at the end, there's another prophecy, so does this mean there's gonna be another series?!?

I'm re-reading Half-Blood Prince. But I cheated. I didn't care about the Muggle minister or the Unbreakable Vow so I skipped those chapters. And I didn't read the articles about Harry and Fudge. I don't care. PSHH!! I found out more saddening HBP movie news today. The reason they were able to avoid a PG-13 rating was that Draco didn't get hit by Sectumsempra. WHAT THE @!#* IS WRONG WITH THEM!??! THAT IS A MAJOR PLOT POINT!! AND WHERE IS THE BOOK IN THE TRAILERS?!? HUH???? AND WHAT HAPPENED TO COLLIN?!? AND WINKY?!? AND DOBBY!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Heehoooheeehooo(deep breaths) Okay, I'm good :)
I'm at Meg's right now, celebrating my right to listen to her MCR music and eating cookie cake. woot!! :)

My story's goin good if anyone cares. If you ask really nicely like, I might post some of it up here :) won't that be fun? Of course it would! I finally explained everything - I found out a way - and now I just have to think about what to write next...I never outline my stories. I just go in and WRITE. that causes unplanned plot twists and complete freedom, so why be bound by a stupid outline?

See ya Monday, peeps!! Oh, and 6 hours left in the poll :)

I HAVE 9 FOLLOWERS!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My goal is 10. TELL YOUR FRIENDS!!!

Prom

Toady is 5/8/09 if you haven't noticed. We all know what that means.
P R O M
Holy crap, I LOATHE any school dances with a passion. Sure, I'm not allowed in prom, being a Freshie and all. (Or am I Freshmeat?) I mean, whenever I go to dances, I just sit there and stare at people dancing. No one ever asks me to dance, and dancing with a male friend is a little wierd. Plus, my friends just mingle at dances, and I am not a very social person. Tons of junior and senior girls skipped today to get thier hair and nails done. WHAT THE !@#* PEOPLE?!?! YOU FEEL THE NEED TO SKIP 8 HOURS OF SCHOOL TO GET YOUR FLIPPIN HAIR DONE?!?! Ugh!! It's SO stupid and annoying!!! I mean, I can do my nails myself. I can do my own hair. "Are you suggesting that these older girls can't take care of themselves?" That is exactly what I'm saying. I admit, I go to a salon occaisionally to get relaxer for my hair so it's all lucious and smoooooooooth. But, come on, I don't have to pay $50 to get my hair put into a @!#*ing braid. GOSH!!! Ugh. Sorry, but it just makes me mad. Now I will change the topic:)

Okay, I seriously can't read Eragon anymore. It is too BORING!!! I mean, how long does it take to kill a stupid Ra'Zac or whatever the heck they are. Seriously. Get a grip Chris, no one wants to read about being in a huge field for almost a hundred flippin pages.

I AM MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you haven't noticed. The day of big dances always makes me mad cuz like no one's in school that is of the female population. PLUS my mom is INFURIATING me!!!!!! I know Sunday is Mother's Day and I have to tell her I love hre and everything, but I don't. I obviously wouldn't like it if sh died, but some days I wished she spent longer time at work or would just LEAVE ME ALONE!!! Okay, so at dinner Tuesday, we had pizza. I had two pieces and was the first one done. I grabbed my backpack, went into my room, and closed the door. The Mom came in all serious and using her baby voice, "Are you okay, sweetie?" I almost yelled at her but I said, "I'm doing my homework" in a mildly irritated tone. I seriously think her and Dad think I'm going emo. I wore black for a few days because I wanted to and I bought a black checkered cuff at Rue 21. Of course, ever since My Chemical Romance was taken away from me, I've been more hostile towards my mother, who took it away in the first place.

My dad, on the other hand, is like the brother I don't have. He's practically my twin - we like the same things and act the same. We always joke around and stuff and I'd be really REALLY messed up if he died. I love him, but not my mom. I mean, is this just typical teenage daughter behavior? I feel bad for some of the things I yell at my mom or when i slam the door in her face, but whenever she's around, I just fly off the handle at the smallest thing. She's really cuddly and touchy and I HATE that. Leave me alone, woman!!! God, I don't know what to do. I know I have to be nice to her on Mother's Day, but she's an easy crier and I can't stand seeing tears. I guess I'm not very god with serious situations, which might be why I haven't posted on my other epic failed blog. But, in my mom's Mother's Day card, I wrote "Love ya even though I might not act like it" and signed my name. It was a somewhat insulting card, with a sentence that said "Mom, the original snooze alarm" on it. i don't see how it's insulting, but she'll find out how.

Wow, I doubt you care about reading about my problems. I had a free day in class today and spent a good fifteen minutes writing this. See ya Monday!! Unless I can get access to a computer that isn't mine...

*FWOOOOOOOOOSH*

Down the toilet goes all my plans. My internet life. I can't hide everything from my parents anymore. I don't know if my mom really did find out about my blog, but I can't risk her finding myYoutube page. I'm going to delete it if I can find out how, and delete every stupid little account I made on game sites or other stuff Mom doesn't approve of. But I might make a video for my YouTube page tonight since I'll be home alone...

UGH! THE GUILT IS EATING ME UP BUT I CAN'T STOP DOING IT!!

I have some writer's block. My story is getting confusing, and I know i have to explain it, but I don't know how to. Does that make sense?

My grades are doing thier annual slip. I can't wait - only 5 weeks!! - until school gets out. I know I have to keep up my GPA because my mom is like freaking out over it. I didn't turn in this one assignment in math that was worth 6 points and I still have an A- and my mom got all mad at me about it and she kept yelling at me.

My life's in the toilet right now, i guess. That's what the FWOOSH is for - a flushing toilet.

I went to youth group last night for the first night in like a month, and none of my friends were there except Meg. And guess what - MEG'S B-DAY IS ON SATURDAY!! So go over to her blog and write her a friendly birthday comment :)

My school blogging is doing pretty good. Sure, I have to do my assignments, but who really cares? I already took computer graphics at the beginning of the year, and according to the school, you need to take ocmputer apps before that. So the school messed up and i have a right to REVOLT!!!

OMG, HBP is getting CLOSERRR!!! I'm SO going to buy the book Harry Potter Should Have Died (pre-order, i mean) when I go to Borders tonight to get the PJO book. I'm not done with Eragon yet, but I think it's finally getting action-y. They were in the stupid desert too long. Wow, I went from Half-Blood Prince movie to Eragon. The Eragon movie, which I saw the first part of in 6th grade, made no sense to me. Maybe I'll rent it after I finish the book. What if I get book confuzzled? I'm reading Eragon, and I'm going to buy the last PJO book tonight and try to finish it over the weekend, and I'm writing my own book. PLUS I was thinking about reading HBP again because I get that one and DH mixed up because they're a lot alike and I didn't want to be confused when I see the movie. And BTW, in the HP movies, they cut out Collin Creevey and replaced him with a kid named Nigel. So, in DH, will Nigel die? Or will a mysterious Collin Creevey pop up and get hit by Avada Kedarva? Hmmmm....

Me needs comments...I feel lonely :(

It takes me an entire class hour to post while simultainiously doing my work. Ah well...

Dragons!

I started a new book. Let's face it: summer's coming soon and I need to get sucked into serieses (is that a word?) now so i can finish them over vacation. I started Eragon over the weekend, and I'm not quite halfway through with it. It's pretty good, but I get confused as to where everything is located. But I like the fantasy stuff, and now that I think about it, I haven't read a first person book since Going Nowhere Faster...

Welcome to my new school blog, I guess :( I was going to ask my mom this morning, but I forgot. Sorry!

PJO 5 CAME OUT!!! And if you have no clue what I'm talking about, it's the final book in a series called Percy Jackson and the Olympians. I have to freaking get to Borders!!!!!!!!!! I read the fourth book last summer, and since I've read so many major books since then (Harry Potter, re-read Twilight series, Mortal Instruments, blah blah blah) I wonder if I'm even going to remember who some of the characters are. I remember Percy...and that's about it...I HAVE TO STUDY!!

I haven't been to youth group in like a month. I don't know what's gotten into me, but I've been really mad and annoyed at my mom and I've been swearing a lot when something happens. I mean, I like NEVER swear out loud. It's so weird. Plus, in my story, I already killed like a million innocent bystanders. I think Satan is possessing me :0

Other news: Not like any of you care since you DON'T COMMENT!! Except Meg <3 So I guess I won't tell you my totally freaking awesome news (omg i almost swore like twice when I was typing this little paragraph)

Oh #@$%*!

Crap. Someone is going to pay. Last night, my mom asked, "Do you blog?" I quickly lied and asked her why she asked. She said, "Oh, no reason," and didn't look like she believed me at all. Either dad did some snooping being home alone this couple weeks on my laptop, or Mom just knows. So, I'm not going to post at all when I'm home anymore (sorry!) so I'll stick to posting at school where there's no chance of my parents seeing. If I ask my mom, which I plan on doing soon, if I can have a blog, I'll make a new one with a new HTML and everything, and if I do make a new "supervised" one, I'll put up the link to it on the sidebar or something on this blog if I do make one.
So if you personally know me and told your parents about my blog, my mom probably found out somehow from your parents.

In other news, there's book coming out called Harry Potter Should Have Died. It's written by two of the staff members from Mugglenet, and if you want to take a look at the cover and a quick summary, go to mugglenet.com and look for the post about it. It comes out in June (I'm pre-ordering!) and is a REAL book. It highlights some controversial parts of the books, and a bit of book seven, so if you don't want to spoil it for yourself, obviously don't read it. Just thought you should know.

I just thought of something. In computer class, when I sometimes update my blog, I sit right in front of the teacher's desk. Could he have told my parents at conferences? If he did, I'm gonna kill him!!

Uh...Is This Thing On?

I've gotten 2 comments on the last 5 posts. Come on people!

And is anyone that reads this blog's AIM name Dngrmufyn5 or XxAngelXofXsex? Because they came into my chat room and idk who they are...it's scary.

I don't get my teeth pulled until June, so I guess that's okay. But I'm scared of needles and they gotta put me to sleep...with needles. AHHH!!! I should call child services.

When I say I'll post again, I probably never will in the same day. Because honestly, I doubt any of you get on Blogger six times a day like I do.

I'm a little bored, so I'm gonna go kill those two AIM stalkers.